all about me

2006-02-22T11:05:00.000-08:00

oh...so long nv blog le..but im still alive..ha..dunno sart frm where leh..start frm,jan ba..erm rmb 11jan,dear went new zealand for training..for 3wks..sooo long loh..new yr eve then he's back.. everyday wait for his call.dunno he will call back anot..coz overseas call v ex..then sianz loh.. 3wks like so slow de..finally 2days b4 he coming back,he called me!!so happy loh..but the first qns i asked him was,who r u..hahah...he so sad man..ha..the day b4 he came back,also called me.. so happy,finally waited 4 his call...cny eve nite,830pm plus he's back..went to the airport to fetch him..first time go airport fetch ppl sia..then saw him when he came out..heez,so happy loh..nice to see him after so long..his family was there too..after tat,went back to his hse to put his stuff,eat..chat..then 1am plus me go hme le..first day of cny din meet him..2nd day,aft my relative hse, meet him at his uncle hse..weird loh..got to greet everyone..ha..gamble,eat then 10pm plus met angel n her bf go river hong bao loh..nth to see de at there..went to eat at 12plus.. then went pub..so sianz loh..his fren's fren play dice wif him..then he kept losing,got to drink..drink till "sei"..wan help him drink he dun let..hmmm,then me angry loh..hmmm, but he alr promise not to drink too much nxt time le..the rest of the days r working, meet him if can.. on his sis bdae,we went uncle tay's pub celebrate..so many ppl..ha,then me so upset loh.. coz of 2 or some reasons..then drink quite alot..till i giddy...vomitted..in the car,he acc me..talked to me, but i din reply..then they asked me y i kept crying sia..ha, i dunno leh..reached ghim moh, he got to go hme le,then my fren frm another car came over to look aft me..actually he wan send me hme,but cannot..then on my way hme,he kept calling,ask mL to see me hme...must reach safely..ask her wipe off my tears..ha..then heard mL say die le la,she kept crying..but every unhappiness abt tat day,i guess had alr told him le ba..on valentine's day,he came n fetch me aft work..went taka..walk,eat..then he gave me a bouquet of rochers..pretty loh.. still on my table now..haha..last sat,went his fren chalet at nite..we reached there at abt 11plus..then guess wat. wah liew..we went not more then 1hr left le..kaoz..went bedok eat..then aft tat share cab with his frenz go hme...went his hse overnite..till sun...woke up ard 12plus..earlier than him so much loh.. wait for him to wake up..2plus then wake..arghh...then aft tat,he cooked for me to eat..heez.. this was the 2nd time he cook for me le...watch him cook..super act loh..wahaaha..eat le, wanting to fall aslp again le..he say i like baby,eat le slp..ha,but then nv la,watched vcd..then his sis came hme le..we left his hse at 7pm plus..went jp walked awhile,he send me hme,then he went back camp le..this was a day i acc him 4 so long...

2005-12-25T19:23:00.000-08:00

work at work are not so much busy then before..tats gd..at least can leave office everyday mostly at 530 to 6.. and much much more closer to colleagues le..tats gd too..but there's politics de..ha..well,Merry Christmas.. finally aft 3 weeks,dear's outfield is finish..more time le..ytd christmas eve,met dear at ard 2plus..went ps to buy movie tickets..the chronicles of narnia..reached there,all the time slots sold out..left midnight 0220 de..soooo fast..bo bian,bought the tickets..aft tat,walked ard..then went back his hme to take money ard 5plus..meet his fren for buffet at 8pm..eat le,10plus met another of his fren..went esplanade,then to bugis..slack..12plus or 1am,went club momo to find miaolin they all...met awhile only then me n dear went ps for our movie session le..felt like sleeping when watching the movie..ha,maybe too tired? but the show quite nice,abit touching..exactly 2hrs later the show ends..timing,440am in the morning.. called miaolin again,they shifted their place to far east..asked whether we want to go find them..we went..but cant find them..becoz of smth,dear was angry with miaolin too.. haiz..scolded her..in the end,nv saw them we went back ourselves..reached home this morning at ard 10am..so tired so went to sleep..5pm then wake up..hahaha...but stupid dear,think he still sleeping now..really pig loh.. hahah....yeah,tmlo no need work..so happy..hahaah..

2005-12-11T23:00:00.000-08:00

so sianz de..he's angry with me..i admit im in the wrong..but he's still angry..when will u put off ur anger..said so many things also no use de..n time will also not turn back again..haizz...seems like im always the one who make things worse..ppl treat me gd,wat abt me? haiz,dun say le...dear,when u not angry le,then tell me ba.. =(

2005-11-27T00:49:00.000-08:00

happy 2mth-sary to u dear dear...time passes so fast..looking forward to the 3rd,4th n so on...miss ya

2005-11-20T23:05:00.000-08:00

had been working till real late the past one week..almost went hme at 7everyday..mon meeting ql,i 7pm then left office..wed meeting pd,me also..made them waited real late..pai seh pai seh..helping sam to do proj so had to leave late..haiz,still rmb wed ah,i worked till v frustrated..face totally changed.haven been contact-ing dear much past one week too..he outfield le..feel so sianz de..on fri,wanted to meet him aft he booked out,but think he unpack all tat need 8plus..nvm lo..i wait in the office..as fri finally can leave early..then leh,he msg me all tat,and said asked me go out of the office..meet his fren help him take thing..ask me go out now..then i went out,n i saw him! 5.45pm i saw him outside..he bluff me..say he stil at camp..haha...but real happy n shock to see him..heez.. then sat worked till 1pm...met mummy aft tat..go buy my belated present..but din buy,going back nxt sat for newer designs..walked till 4plus..then took bus home..when reached home,6 le..called dear,asked still meeting anot..he said yes..wait for him to go eat..while i take a nap first..when he called,7 plus le..so late le,meet le still can do wat rite..then went jp for movie lo.he lied to me.say din bring wallet..always bluff me de..hmmm, watched harry portter..but starts at 2310...still got 3hrs plus..then he said go find my mummy at her workplace..so i bring him go lo..go le,,he went hide..haiyo hai yo..then my mummy says y go hide,ask me to ask him go sit down she buy things give him eat..hahaah..first time dear see my mummy + my dad...see he so nervous look,damn funny lo..hmmm,today got to noe little brown doggie at his house got sold le..tat was the puppy i like most among those newly born..but sold out le.think ytd nite ba...so sad..cant get to see it le..went his house just now,din get to see it ..last seen was on fri..haiz haiz....dear went back to camp too le..outfield again..hmmm....tmlo mon le..sianz again le...

2005-11-13T15:30:00.000-08:00

should say something abt my work too..hmm,had been working for 2weeks..tmlo is the 3rd week le..very stress n busy in this company..everyday got lots of stuffs to hurry..to do..really no time..need to do o/t most of the times too..haiz..sianz..my workload is getting more n more le...even my mummy also say so..

2005-11-13T15:20:00.000-08:00

just celebrated my 21st bdae 2weeks ago..after work dear came n fetch me..go his house take things then went to meet pd they all n his frenz at boat quay..hmmm,celebrated it at a pub..was quite fun lo..till quite late then left the place..the past 2weeks so enjoyable..aft work got him to fetch me go hme,go eat....hmm..thurs aft work met dear too.waited till 7something then he reached...haiz..went suntec to eat..then walked ard...hahaha,gotten a puzzle..n he spent the whole night doing it,gave me the next day... :p fri went eat again at chinatown..sat went eat then his house then at nite went bugis to watch movie...doom..not bad...then went jp to meet miaolin for midnight..exocism of emily rose..nice...then went hme le loh...

2005-10-27T20:38:00.000-07:00

happy one month-sary dear dear... =p

2005-10-21T17:28:00.000-07:00

gotten a new job le...starting work on monday..new environment again..its a gd company,hope i will get lots of chance to learn lots of things in this company..before i noe i gotten the job,ytd went for an interview..the interviewer asked lots of qns,do some tests too..quite funny de he..haha..then went tiong bahru plaza with ml they all to eat..walk ard..n i receive a call from my agent..saying i gotten the job which i went interivew week ago..then have to rush down to raffles to sign agreement with him..aft tat went suntec..go find mary..when i just reached suntec,i recieved call from dear saying tat he can book out for night source..asked me want to go find him anot..then was thinking if i go meet him,wat happen to mary leh...she also just reached..like put her alone.. then haiz haha tell her le then she say go lo..then she go hme...then ml acc me go find him loh..had dinner together with him..just spent only 3 hrs i also happy..

2005-10-16T18:56:00.000-07:00

woke up real late today...last few days went for lots of interview..so early in the morning..nv had the chance to sleep..fri met dear at 12pm..finally he can bring me go eat le...previous all cannot make it de..went tiong bahru plaza for steamboat..heez,nice nice...n very full..aft tat,went walk ard..then then suay suay got ppl bluff us..call us to take straw say got gift..then take le,ask we 2 to sit down..then starts to talk abt wat saving plans for couple de..pui,waste our time..then we find excuses,n run away...haha...ytd,early morning 5.50am woke up...meeting dear at 7am...for wat?? going kusu island together with his frenz...hahha...very sleepy n tired loh..met his frenz at 8am....then? all late..one reached at 9 plus somemore..haiz de..acc him there to pray..then take picz while waiting for his frenz to pray finish...went back esplanade at ard 1plus...went say sayonara to his frenz le..ha...went his house to upload those picz..wanted to print out those picz,but cannot de leh..he kept on trying while i wait until i fall asleep..when he came in,he told me he will do it again when his laptop is back..then i continue to sleep again.. haa...when i woke,he's gone..waited for half n yr or 15mins,then he's back...he ask y dun go out find him..he was in the kitchen..........cooking!! our dinner..he cook for me..ha,touched.....eat le then we went jp to find mL take my salary le..aft tat went neighbourhood area for supper...n went hme le loh...

2005-10-13T17:23:00.000-07:00

went dear dear house last sat..initially tot only the 2 of us will go out aft tat..but become together with her sis,mum, n mL...went taka to find his mum n sis..then went ps to eat at 10pm plus..aft tat his mum went hme,then we went park lane..his sis wanted to find her frenz there..on the way there,dunno wat happen,dear attitude problem..i dunno wat to say to him,then we walk separately..angel n mL kept walking very fast to let us walk together...but haiz......reached pub le..we waited outside first..then mL n angel went in..i said i acc him first.. later then we go in..during this period of time,then he starts to talk to me..and we r okay le loh..hahah...12 midnite we went rush to meet his frenz...mL so cute loh,kept asking ppl to teach her dance..haha..drank afew glasses..no problem..ha,but those frenz of his,kept asking him to drink,want him to hang..haiyo...in the end,he vomitted... 3am plus we went home le loh..dropped angel at je first,then dear n me went mL house overnite..both of them abit giddy..then i had to hold them..wahaha...the next morning,mL went work,dear sent me home rest awhile then meet him again..he wanted to bring me go eat de..but last min need reached work place early.so he just come n bring me go work...bring me go buy take aways...hmmmm...

2005-09-30T15:14:00.000-07:00

he's caring..he's cute..he's loving..he's gd looking? he's my dearest "ah dai",stanley...heeezz...thanks for ur concern ur everything.. i will always treasure it.. finally can see him tmlo le,so happy...

2005-09-26T14:53:00.000-07:00

how long haven't i been blogging?? haax,lazy to blog de..well these few weeks had been working n making new frenz?? ha..start from stanley ba..its a long story of how we know each other,actually i think we wont know each other de lo,coz the first time he msged me,i din reply..dun noe who is he..then dunno for how long later,he found out tat i'm her sis fren fren lo..soooo qiao..but aso suay loh..haax..met him on sat nite after my work..shy loh..haax..dunno why..but feel tat he may be the one who really cares for me..and yup,he's caring..i'm beginning to like him more le..hahhahahaa...the next time seeing him,will be the day he book out again..dunno when too..
ytd,ah gong birthday..we all went their house to celebrate for him..83 yrs old le..had steamboat,then chatting away with cousins..saw sw..just book out on fri,going back tekkong ytd..he looks better without hair..hahaha...
then dunno wat time,boon di,boon li they all reached le..talked to them..they so rough de..always see me n my sis, sure beat or punch us de..bully gers loh..ha..feel tat boon li n uncle they all are very worried about me in my career stuff..felt loved? haha..dunno the feeling leh..but i will try harder de..dun worry, ppl ard me..thanks for everyting..

2005-08-31T14:21:00.000-07:00

had been working everday..(of course)..and going cards n such to help out too..so damn tired..tat im gonna fell sick again le..ytd,weiqi's birthday..aft work,meet pd for dinner,then shop for bdae gift for him..gotten him a nike t-shirt..hope he likes it..then went his hse..when reached,saw outside his door,there wasn't much shoes,so hahaha, pd n me went downstairs again..called vincent,but liaoz,he din pick up..in the end,called zhihui..but got to noe he's not coming,so no need to ask the qns im gonna ask liaoz..9pm sharp,we went up..this time round,more shoes outside..then we dare to press the doorbell to get in..haha..but in there,weird loh,all the ppl we dunno de.. all his sec sch frenz..only for some we noes..hmmm,stun weijie still rmb our names....haha........then then i think the bdae boy is damn shock ba..ha...

2005-08-21T23:45:00.000-07:00

i feel kind of sianz..dunno how to really explain the kind of feelings i have now..ytd chatted with him again..said till some topics n really need both parties to be frank de loh..then i was being asked,does he stands a chance,or do we ever have the chance to be together..then i told him lots of things,perhaps nonsense to him.i felt tat i wasn't mentally prepared loh,n had the feeling tat he is forcing me to make a decision fast..then i finally say,i think we r impossible..for many reasons..(dun wan to be specific)..im not the one for him,n he's not the one for me.besides i only noe him for 2 weeks..tok until halfway,some sentences he said were v sharp loh.(as in there were "needles"),as a fren,anyone would feel kind of sad de loh..then ended the conservation when really dunno wat to say..today receive his msg saying sorry..i dunno he sorry for wat,as din reply..also din ans his phone calls..at this point of time,i dunno wat to say to him..let me think for some days first ba..
today received wenjian's msg..he said his gf broke off with him..he was v sad..but dunno leh,they were together for almost 2yrs le ba..then now,this kind of things happen..tell him he will find a better gal de..then he said, better gal,u ah..i told him im not a gd gal..n he says,if really his gf broke with him,he will rest first n woo me again..ask me if he stands a chance.i told him not to tok abt this word chance,aft ytd incident.(feeling kind of forcing loh).. if he woo me again,this will be the 3rd or 4th times le..(he still says maybe aft one big round,we will be together)..
sianz de...when there's ppl interested in u,u shld feel happy de,but y i doesn't feel this way...
today was supposed to go ah ma hse,but sis lazy to go,so stayed at home the whole day...slping n watching zhen qing..tmlo mon again le..back to mon blues again..haha..going orchard with cousin for my hp to be serviced aft work..

2005-08-19T00:24:00.000-07:00

this morning on my way to work,at boon lay mrt station,on the escalator,nearly fell off the steps...a guy in front of me suddenly fell one step backwards,tot he stable when holding to the railingd le,who noes,he fell again...knocked onto me...heng heng me quickly hold the railing ,if not fall together with him...in all,i think he fell abt 5 steps ba..ppl behind quickly hold onto him...cant imagine the conseqences if fell......tdy at work,sianz loh.. nobody to tok to..only to 2 ppl...sianz de ah...but i think time pass fast ba...project superstar,yeah,waiting for next wed n thurs episode...coz all 24 contestants will be back..can see XIE WEI CHONG and LEON LIM YU ZHI loh...hahahaha......happy happy!!!!

2005-08-17T22:18:00.000-07:00

back to work tmlo..going to wake up early everyday again..haiz..haha..back to an office gal or lady?? again.. nervous.dunno wat kind of environment is it in the new company..
damn it la,hp spoil again.last week jus brought it for servicing,now spoil again..idiot pig!!!!!

2005-08-17T22:12:00.000-07:00

ytd met up with pd,wq and vin..to celebrate an early birthday for pd..met at 6.30pm,but wq n vin was late.. they r forever late de..then went for dinner..only me din eat,coz had some porridge at hme le..plus no appetite..? ha.. aft dinner proceed to kbox..first time went with them..then weird weird de,dun dare to sing..i think i sang awfully?? haha...wq n vin very funny loh..wahahaahah.....the way they sang some songs.esp vin..ha..enjoyed ytd trip..

2005-08-03T18:03:00.000-07:00

last fri forgot wat date le,went cards n such work in the evening..with miaolin..a,quite fun loh..hahah..aft work,went candy hse to find her kids..but she will be hme late..so in the hse only got uncle's mother,his kids,maid,me,miaolin n mary n son..hahha...we went hme at ard 1am..took cab hme..nxt day.early morning,met miaolin n mary at pioneer mall for breakfast..shit,raining loh.so damn heavy de.even take umbrella also will be drenched.mary's baby was ill,so aft breakfast,went gaint walk awhile,then went see doc le. aft seeing doc,went hme at ard 1pm plus..meeting miaolin again at 2.30pm.going to outrum park..find william at his working place first,then both of us headed off for our ktv session le.haha.cha2 ren2 zhi1 jia1..y go there leh? coz someone wan to see her "luo zhi xiang" loh..but we din even see him until when we were going off loh..so is just tat 3mins time.ha.. first,got one guy serve us..drinks n adjusting the temp of the air-con..then another guy came in to adjust the temp of air-con,then suddenly said to miaolin: my colleague wan to noe ur fren can anot..n she asked him,which one? the guy said just now came in to serve u all one..oh ooops..hahaha.....not my type definitely..then miaolin very happily say something liaoz: er,my fren dun wan to noe him,she wan another one.the guy ask which one.she says the one hair abit brown brown one,quite tall one..then the guy say ohh,n went out le..faint ah,miaolin win liaoz..kk,then sing sing loh..n suddenly outside the door, got many waiters pass by loh..all see see n went away.then the time come liaoz..ha, normally b4 the session ends 1hr or so,they will bring in the bill de rite.the guy who brings in the bill,was the one ml said to the previous guy tat i wan to noe de..the brown brown hair de.. then she started her conversation with him liaoz..bla bla bla..but i no expressions,just gave him the money..haahaha..then many things happen loh.dunno how to say.but in the end, din get to noe him.told sis,she say chey..hahaha..miaolin says wan to go again this sat, with janis..but see first ba..hahaha..she win liaoz!! aft ktv,went find william again..as he got lots of customers to attend to,we waited v long loh..kaoz de..finally no customers le, chatted for dunno how long,then went hme le loh. nxt day went ah ma hse to see her..ya,she looks much more more better le..gamble again with cousins..ha,won $1 or $2plus only..then boon di they all come liaoz..he kop my hp mp3 songs loh..his hp no songs de,i send him i got nth in return..haha..then me n sis inside the rm,he came in..tok tok.then the way i talk to him is like,erm,dunno how to say leh.then he say,see ah lian ah..those sitting at void decks one..haha,btw,only tok to him use the kind of accent de.coz he also loh.wahaha.. always see me then say me ah lian,bad loh..

2005-07-28T23:03:00.000-07:00

glad tat things r ok now..

2005-07-21T13:35:00.000-07:00

back..i have recovered!! yeah!! for 8 days,im living in hell man..was very ill for the past one week plus..started from tues.still rmb mummy asked me to see doc on tat day,n i replied her,dun wan la,waste money.ha..but bo bian,wed temp shot up to 40degrees.then pd acc me go.mention before..came back,all i do is slp,eat medicine,slp..the routine daily.. on fri,the temp still din went down,remaining at 39degrees..felt damn giddy loh.in the end,drag my mummy up from bed to acc me to the doc.this time round he prescribed a more stronger medicine for me,hoping it will help me recover faster..the medicine does help.on sat my fever subsided..but still feeling giddy..sunday,felt tat i can go ah ma hse,go ask sis wanna go anot..ya i can go,but still the sian sian look.not fully well ba.reached there, they got to noe tat im sick..then kept on saying abt it liaoz..ask me drink this drink tat..aunties,ah gong n ah ma..ah ma still say sick dun come ma..ha..then one hr or so later, ah ma hold my hand,say ya,my hand is much cooling liaoz..not as warm le..all of them r so caring de..they said i had lost lots of weight..so thin le..the past week i nv had any proper lunch or dinner,all i had was 2spoonful of porridge,then medicine.a little little slice of bread,then medicine..for the whole week plus..haiz..gonna take gd care n eat more now to gain back all the lost weight.ql say tat day i very abnormal..normally i will joke ard,tok rubbish, laugh laugh de,but tat day i totally din utter a word,unless they tok to me..n giving the blurrish look..ha..rested for 2 more days,n im fully well le now..ytd they went hospital to visit ah ma.she went in again le..nv ask me go de.say is last min wan go one..but i m going today ba.i pray for u.pray for ur operation to be successful today..we will go n visit u in the evening de,ah ma..god bless u.!

2005-07-14T15:15:00.000-07:00

today is thurs.the 3rd day of me being ill.went to the doc only ytd with the acc of pd..had a high fever.. 40dgrees..so damn xin ku loh.feeling v giddy the whole day out.feel like im dying.doc say i will not recover so fast,might take DAYS..aft 3 days,if not well,im to be back to look for him.haiz.then aft tat pd sent me hme.ha,so sweet.coz of my sickness im unable to go to the hospital to visit ah ma ytd.cousins n aunts was there.heard frm ql tat ah ma looks quite ok.n tats gd.today sis they all r going dwn again.i cannot go!! eeee,sianz de loh,mummy say sick person cannot go.cant even walk straight liaoz..but so bad de,like tdy is the 3rd day she in hosp,but i nv go visit her.haiz de.hope weekends i will recover,then can go see her..hope hope hope.

2005-07-12T16:35:00.000-07:00

shit im sick..feeling so terrible now..fever..head so damn pain de.got news this morning,ah ma need to stay in the hospital..haiz.y like tis de.sad de sad de.sis n cousins going down to visit her later.ask me want go anot.but i feeling not well,dunno can go anot.mummy say cannot go.alr sick le,go hospital,di3 kang4 li4 so luo4,will be more worst de.but just now i had let myself to sweat more le.now still abit headache..how how ...

2005-07-11T14:05:00.000-07:00

slpt real late ytd nite.ard 4am plus.dunno why cant get to slp..was thinking of alot of things..wondering n wondering..but today,10am smth woke up le..hp rang,a call for me to go interview.i agreed,but later on,now,im feeling sianz,dun feel like going for the interview le..5.5days work.at outrum..sianz loh.if la,i go for this interview,n i got this job,then the whole week i will be working.damn boring n no life loh.(holding a part time job now).. holding 2 jobs at ago,just like when i was in dhl..dunno is this hardworking or wat.haha.. still deciding now.go or not ne..still got afew hrs to think.then then woke up so early,cant get to slp le,so online loh.signed in to msn,saw ql..haha,she say she open her eyes wide wide.then i said wat? then in the end,is she was surprise i so early wake up loh..haha, slping my fav leh,can slp how long i will slp how long loh..chat wif her then played wheel of fortune with her online..nice nice this game,but too bad cant continue for aft 3 rounds..she meeting her fren..then i was slacking away loh,till now..headache headache,think shld go back to bed n slp.haha..but meeting pd for dinner later..yup,i bought energy gai2 ban3 album..ha,with vcd de,all spore autography sessions,any activites in spore r inside this vcd..actually have their new album le.but buy again,just coz of the vcd.heez.ytd watch le, nice nice.their tian1 yu3 di4 dancing steps damn pro,cute..also bought pan wei bo new album.nice too.strongly recommend gao1 shou3, gen1 wo2 zou3 ba4, bu2 yao4 wang4 le4 wo3 these 3 songs..the rest not yet discover..hahah..
n ya,ytd ml called me..chatted awhile,then noe she is sick.ask how's she loh.later on she told me joseph was sick too..i din show any concern to him meh.oh pls,i dun even noe tat he is sick.he only told her..then erm say,dun gek gek la,wat say abt him my face will blush.. come on,my face is always with blusher de loh.red or pinkish is coz of the powder. n say he is listening to our conversation,conference tok.i dun noe if its true,but i do hope he heard wat i said over the phone.letting him noe tat its impossible between us de loh.i dun like him.somemore he's not my type.definitely not.

2005-07-10T23:58:00.000-07:00

~9 JULY 2005~
went energy concert.the day im waiting for.hahah.reached kallang at ard 7.30pm..walked to indoor stadium,for ard 15mins ba.reached indoor stadium 7.45pm..found our seat,then wait for the concert to begin loh.not bad,still can see from our place.before concert starts, sis n i was wondering if those ppl in front of us will stand up.n really loh,they stood up. the concert starts at ard 8.20pm..start le,we also stand up..haha,high loh..their first song~ tian yu di..wow,their dancing..also they got tok n chat loh.so damn funny loh,the 4 of them.heez..then got their solo performance.niu nai dance.ah di sang 3songs..shu wei sing the song he compose himself..kunda sing tian kong mei you xia yu..hahaah..yeah yeah.. enjoyed so much.ah di cried..aft they sing last song,they said bye..then of coz all the audience say encore loh..in the end,they came out again..ha,sang We R Family..ah di wear jap costume,shu wei wear skirt.milk n kunda,suit..hahaah....cute man.but this song is really their last song liaoz,n the concert ended.i enjoyed myself alot loh.aft concert,went esplanade with sis for super..aft super,slack ard for drink,then took NR5 home.. reached hme at ard 2plus..

~TODAY 10 JULY 2005~
went ah ma hse ard 4smth..raining so take cab..reached there,they say,wah,we got come.. haha.arranged with ql n sq to meet there de ma.reached then play uno..haha,aft so many yrs,we played uno again.initially like forgot how to play but later on,noe le..haha..aft 3 rounds,we change to "chua4 dai3 di3",played afew ards later,ql say want to join in,then pauline say,why not we gamble..ha..21dots..but is 20cents those kinds.my luck very gd loh..the first game then i take "Ban luck" liaoz..the 2nd game also! they all say wah liaoz.. hahaha...total 3 times,one when i was the banker..heez..in the end won $1.20..hahah... better than nth.arrange to go again nxt sunday for ard few rounds..mahjong too maybe.ha. then dinner time ate chicken wings only.as mummy at hme cook liaoz..chicken wings,so long nv eat le..then ah ma ask got eat full anot.ha,always will ask we all this qns de. anywayy,ya tats it.my weekends for this week.

2005-07-06T13:45:00.000-07:00

ytd nite..just when sis went to bed,she locked her door.i dunno why.but later on,she msged me saying tat sunday we must go ah ma hse.ask me cannot go cards n such work if there's last min call.saying we will go once every 2 weeks.then i guess there's abit wrong in her le. since young,she had been living with her n not us.until poly? then she's back to my hme. n since young,i n my cousins had been going to her hse n stay every weekends,every sch holidays.to play all tat.its like my 2nd hme.ah ma also the one who looked aft me when my parents went work. i could still rmb all the stuffs tat happened there.there r too much of beautiful memories.but i guess my sis had even more.but ever since she moved back hme,(she poly yr 1,then i was in sec 2 or 3),we seldom go her hse le.not every often.unless there's any occassion or its cny..until now until now.haiz.i guess sis was crying in her rm ytd while msging me.i can feel so,by reading at her msg.i dunno wat sq has said to her,she said she is very sad n scared.(my ah ma's condition)but i told her,i believe she will be fine de loh.n everything has to wait till thurs,n aft thurs,then we all will noe the results.n also sq told sis,saying ah ma also said tat we seldom go her hse le..(haiz),n ya i think i did hear ah ma saying this to me. also tell us to go when free.haiz.haiz.haiz.then saw sis those msg,suddenly i feel so sad too. really sad.in the end,msg him.told him wat happen to my ah ma.when he replies,i cried. really cried.im sooo sad loh.but i guess he also has his own problems to settle,to be bother abt, so the 3rd msg,i ended it le.thou things r over,but i still will want to confide in him when i haf any problems.but really not as much as before le.unless,i really feel sad,need someone to confide to.also there's other ppl,but dunno la.dun have to tok abt these things now. all i hope is, is we all will have gd news instead of bad news on thurs or later. I REALLY HOPE.

2005-07-04T18:50:00.000-07:00

sat went wm work..with ah feng..wiped the counters,then slack ard..until suddenly so many customers,dunno come frm where de..busy busy.n suddenly the ppl gone liaoz..help candy wrapped some bears for display..waiting for her to come n take over me at 4pm.. but she called say 4.30pm then can reach.ok loh,nvm..just have to push the time to meet my sis later abit..aft work,went jp to meet sis to take cab to taka..went there to buy wallet.. she bought braun buffel de wallet..damn ex loh..me leh,heez pierre cardin de..so nice..buy clothes..sis spent damn lots of money loh..buy buy buy..me abit only.ha..actually wanted to take cab hme,but haiz,dun wan la,save money.take train..nowadays always want to take cab de..
went ktv ytd..before tat went wm to find ml..reached there,yvonne was there at work le..so long nv see her liaoz..tok cock abit then take cab to lot 1 with ml le..meeting serene there. tot the session was at 5pm..so reached there at 5.but the person say 5.30pm then can go in, so the half hr,we walked ard the building loh..actually nth to shop too also de..went c.c to find francis,but he's not there.guess he's either not working ytd,or working at jp ba..5.30 reached le,then went in sing le loh..ha.overall,still ok.at first enjoyed it.coz 3weeks din go le. but later on,sianz..haha..sing until 9pm..then went off le..went back to wm to find yvonne n janis..reached shop,stunned..hahah,janis standing at the door there..so sexy she wear until..haha,first time see her wear very very short de skirt..she's very fair too.im not so fair le..went tanning tat day..wait for them to knock off,then go mos burger eat n chat..for an hr or so,then went hme le..
really damn frustrating de loh. u wan to use my computer,please put back my things to the original place loh.fan also dunno how to switch off.computer de electricity also nv off. u think wat.i ur maid must do the things for u ah.told u alot of times liaoz loh..shit de.. damn frustrating ytd went i reached hme.throw my watch on the table..then while cooking noodles,dad see my face black black de,keep on making funny face,say some words, disturb disturb,then me asked him dun play hoh..hahaha.....told my mummy i not in gd mood..she asked me why.then i said the above italic words..then she repeat to my younger sis..if u wan to use ppl's things,bla bla bla....

2005-06-30T15:33:00.000-07:00

2days ago,ql msged me..telling me smth abt ah ma..since chinese new yr till now she ................but din say out.then only told doc 2days ago..going for x-ray nxt week..haiz.....really hope its nth.just a small case..god bless her please..

2005-06-30T00:45:00.000-07:00

as a fren.concern abt u.asking how r u.wat was ur reply? no reply.then aft tat saying fine. really really noe tat cant be too gd le loh.no one will appreciate,may even think u r such a nonsense.who is gd to u,u will noe one day.i will noe who the person who is gd to me someday sometime somewhere..
my msn nick,walking out of memories.ya i think im doing it well now.and i sincerely feel tat i can this time.had learnt alot of things these 3yrs.or can say these few mths.im sure wat i really wan now.

2005-06-27T21:25:00.000-07:00

ytd went work..sianz de..can slack liaoz then lots of customer at ago..haiz..then mary came..with adam.oh so damn cute de..haha,like ger ger ytd..aft tat uncle come liaoz..then went help candy buy movie tickets..come back mary went hme le..say uncle ard,at nite then come again..ard 4plus candy came to the shop to take tickets..saw clio they all..hahah,so long din see them liaoz..candy also said so loh..heez...then it goes on loh..at nite mary came again..hahaha,coz we going pasar malam aft work.with candy n kids too..but went hme at ard 11.10pm.as dion n clio starting sch today..today morning i woke up early,but mummy still slping,so went back to slp again..1.30pm then woke up..woke up,bathe,wait for mummy to cook le,then we brought jacky to the doc liaoz..jacky is my small cat..think his bladder got pro,so bring him there..some taxi drivers see u got animal cage with u, wont stop for u one loh..waited for afew mins then board the cab..aft seeing the doc,its not a big prob,eat medicine first n see how..went hme,the taxi driver,wah kaoz,tok ma chiam thunder like tat loh..very loud,very ji dong..so scary loh..but i feel like laughing loh,when listening to wat he says..my god..hhahah,soooo happy..i changed the template myself..i did it le..heeez..........

2005-06-25T22:27:00.000-07:00

went trim hair ytd..with mummy...the guy cut my hair till very light,very thin..same length as before..but looks shorter liaoz..ahh..ha..then fringe cut till too short liaoz la,shit de..not nice..got to pin up whenever i go out liaoz for the time being..then high-lighted my hair green colour..nice nice...mummy also say nice..heez..then aft tat went jp work le loh..
today woke up early went meet jas n her frenz..went sentosa..pinic,played games...so on loh..got a game,must turn ard the pole de..turn 5rounds..then i turn till 2nd round im dead.. damn giddy liaoz..cant walk straight,jas got to come n hold me..hhaa..ke lianz,i cannt turn rounds de..or ride those rides tat turns..even ppl carry me,put me dwn later,i also will..low blood pressure i have..then shiok thing is............i got burnt..hahha..so happy..but results like not very gd..thou red red de,n legs pinkish pinkish..but think afew days later,will become fair again..tats me ba i think..at first tot will be quite bored,as dunno them de..but aft playing those games,taking picz,ya they r friendly n nice..had fun today...hahaha....

2005-06-24T13:35:00.000-07:00

my tag board is not up yet..shit de..but but here to say wat have i been doing last few weeks ba...i only can rmb on 16/6, went out with colleagues for lunch..jap restuarant...all paid by yap ee..ha,a dept lunch..a treat for me..everything let me choose,so gd..had a great day tat day..and left office ard 1910..y so late?? toking to cindy,derrick they all loh..ha.. n heard frm ql patrick asked abt me..how have i been le..so nice of him..unlike some ppl, only hope to recieve one how r u msg,also dun have..rather dun wait..
sat,18/6, went pasir ris with ql,hc,sw,sq,aunt n her family..went bowling first..its my first time man..then of coz damn lousy loh..they all laugh at me..i can constantly 0 for 4matches.. ahaha..aft tat,went cycling le..fun,but suddenly sq fell n knock onto smth,causing her head to swell..she blades n was sloping down,think she dunno how to stop ba..scary de..aft tat went white sand to see doc loh..went eat..then went arcade..hahah..fun!! aft tat 7plus le, so aunt say go hme le loh,we went diff ways..but we cousins did nt go hme straight..we alight at changi airport station..ahahhaha.....went changi airport to look ard..wanted to see planes de,but dun have leh,cannot see...slack ard at starbucks,tok cock,then take train hme loh.. so long din talk to sw,abit weird when toking to him..ha,but he sporty enugh to join us.. as he's not in our grp when we goes out de..the only guy ma..but when we were young,i played most with him..maybe coz our age diff by 1yr only ba..thinking back to the young days,so fun,no worries de..but anyway,picz taken tat day,had upload to my friendster le..
tues went suntec..with.............myself..alone..hahaha..surprise surprise..cousin tot i got wat blow leh..or sot le,went suntec alone..coz for my character,im those kind of ppl who doesnt go out alone..not the independent type ba..but i trying hard to change le..doesnt want to be the old me for the past few yrs..tat day also got meet cousin aft her work loh.. as suntec not much things to shop,very fast shop finish le..sit down n stone for 1hr,then she reach..hahaahh....
wed,actually wanted to go orchard with mummy..but 2plus le,nt enough time liaoz,as she got to come back n work..so,jp loh..help her carry groceries..brought her to basement to eat my fav,tom yam bee hoon..wahhah,so spicy,nice..she eat until haiz....dun say la,ha..
then went walk ard loh,then ntuc le..bought so many stuffs loh..paid for her,kaoz.. waste my $$ loh...n so damn heavy..
thurs,ytd,went dhoby ghout with mummy...shopping time..hhaa..nth to buy de,in the end only buy slippers from m)phosis..mummy nth..ha...went back jp..she bought clothes.. high heels..me leh,shoes again..abit pointed de..hahaha....
today today..maybe going salon with mummy aftwards to dye my hair..she also..wanting to trim,but scare looks so much shorter loh..see how ba..then aft tat,going c n s to work at 7pm loh..haven been there for 2 weeks le ba..ha.....super damn long entry..!

2005-06-23T00:54:00.000-07:00

my blog got cocked up...shit..even the taggy is not up yet..testing for now..

2005-05-26T10:15:00.000-07:00

shit u..wat a bad morning...on the way to work in the train, a malay guy??sitting beside me like kept coming closer n closer loh..damn him...ppl no space alr still sit so close... make my journey to work so sianz..slpy also..in foul mood loh..really dun understand those ppl who likes to squeeze in when they noe its squeezy..n wah kaoz,so close till gek gek wan to touch ppl......shit them....... then wat,got off liao..walking towards office,cross road,dunno wat race de guy kept saying hello hello to me.....nv see before ah..heng i listening to songs,can only hear them calling abit only...... of coz din turn to see them la...so stupid meh..they r just disturbing u de loh...shit them again... a bad bad bad morning....arghhhh.....
well,ytd evening went westmall to watch movie with frenz..wanted to watch amityville horror,but watched house of wax instead..thou out quite long liao,but still watch..coz had been wanting to watch.. amityville horror can wait ba..then no scary de loh house of wax,just very er xin.. damn er xin loh...yucks..hahaah...overall,ok la...not a waste of money... show ended at 11.25pm plus...heng still got train n bus!! no need to waste money on cab..ha..reached hme ard 12.15am....tired n slpy...bathe liao then slp le...hair wet wet go slp,mummy nag..ha......haiz, im getting more n more lazy le........dunno do wat..like dun feel like doing anything de...just wan to slp..slp forever also can...too tired of everything le leh..haha....
working now,n im blogging..ha..coz abit free la,n i want to frustrate here loh.. if not reached hme i might not online de..dunno wait until when then i can blog,im scared i will forget wat i wan to blog..whahah......n lastly, zh,i cannot do wat u asked me to do...

2005-05-25T23:05:00.000-07:00

its time to let go when its leading u no where...its time to let go when time tells u so... its time its time...but who actually noes when is the time ne..
last fri met jas go shopping aft my work.ha...then actually wan to go ktv,but ex...till midnight.. so changed plan..watched midnight show..but changed again...coz im too tired.. ahahaa....so will be watching today ba.....then in bus,suddenly got a person touch me..i tot is who..then i turn n see... hmmm,peck eng...still act blur loh he..when i knew is him liao.haha..... ask me y dun sit..not i dun wan to sit.. but the space beside u is too small...wait become sandwich loh..the guy beside u was quite near to u loh..haha.... is the last row of the bus de....then stand loh....kept laughing de he...sot de...hahah....still say i very funny when i look blur...kaoz...then wah liaoz this guy always fell aslp when msging till halfway de leh...from last time till now.. next day still dare to ask who fell aslp the day before..haiz...but i also slp la...hahaha...aft i replied, waiting for his reply, i slpt..............wahahaaha...........so fast long weekend over le...sianz de...lazy to work..haha..... faster fri..then maybe can go ktv again le..heezz..

2005-05-15T23:04:00.000-07:00

i will stop asking stupid qns from now on..forever never again.

2005-05-13T17:08:00.000-07:00

the weather tdy damn hot...wan to die liao..went market to eat just now.. with ql and patrick... 1st time 3 of us nia..overall ok loh...very slpy now..feel like slping le...i face laptop slp for 10mins ah...ha.so come n blog.half n hr more to go before knocking off...faster faster la....hmmm,still thinking of wat to buy for dad...mummy say he got lot le n nowadays rarely wear..hmmm............

2005-05-10T16:32:00.000-07:00

it's a long long journeytill i know where i'm supposed to beit's a long long journeyand i don't know if i can believewhen shadows fall and block my eyesi am lost and know that i must hideit's a long long journeytill i find my way home to youmany days i've spentdrifting on through empty shoreswondering what's my purposewondering how to make me strongi know i will falter i know i will cryi know you'll be standing by my sideit's a long long journeyand i need to be close to yousometimes it feels no one understandsi don't even know why i do the things i dowhen pride builds me up till i can't see my soulwill you break down these walls and pull me throughcause it's a long long journeytill i feel that i am worth the priceyou paid for me on calvarybeneath those stormy skieswhen satan mocks and friends turn to foesit feels like everything is out to make me lose controlcause it's a long long journeytill i find my way home to you to you

2005-05-06T22:36:00.000-07:00

out of a sudden,i feel so sad...so stress...a big "da ji"...haiz..feel like crying.. and for so long,i cried le...since dunno when the last time..suddenly got so much of workload..n i just cant get anything rite...surely got mistakes...like today,report done le done..still not wat manager wans...then?? 7pm then left the office...haiz...with my work not finish yet..she said no matter wat,mon must finish and send to her loh,as need to add the report in their pipeline report too...mon i alr got so much things to do le...haiz..haiz...n another report again.she explained on how to do n said,do u understand? if not must say if not no one can help me,as im doing this by myself n she is not coming for the whole of nxt wk...haiz again... n n n,nxt week going to do the direct sales report with patrick...he's going to guide me..as as,he going to hand over to me le....haiz again...dun kill me pls...i dun wan to work till so late everyday....my time is 5.45pm to 6pm go de leh...not sooooo damn late loh... suddenly feel so sianz....so meaningless??? hate it so much...

2005-05-04T19:34:00.000-07:00

so long nv blog le...a long weekend man...but fell sick..haiz...flu,cough plus nearly fever.. hmm,weekends stay at hme..only 3 evenings went out to buy dinner?? actually ytd wanted to be on mc..but cannot,must be back to the office to rush some reports..dued ytd.. noon?! how can it be loh..reached office 9am..before noon meaning i only got 3hrs to do.. kaoz...then then 10smething recieved my manager call.(she's on mc!! arghh) asking y hasn't u sent out the reports to countries...i said i not yet done n there's some problem with the macro written by patrick...wanted to ask him when he reached.then got some sort of scolding le loh...she said patrick not coming in as he also mc..wah win liao..all mc.. haiz, bo bian told her i would definitely finish my work before knocking off...luckily got cindy and cousin ard to help me with the macro thing...haiz...bad day ytd... today reached office.. manager asked me over to her desk...say say say....but she was in a gd mood.. haha..gd accent..smile smile de..heez....aft lunch suddenly she came n said huiqi come with me to attend meeting...sianz...haha...went in listen listen..work to be done by who who who..then wah patrick really got loads of workloads loh...occupied him alot of time.. then derrick said they r killing patrick..n slowly killing me soon..kaoz..then discuss loh.. re-organise who should do wat thing...hmmm,liaoz,im doing those i need AND sharing some of patrick's report le...i dun wan..tat's the most dun wan thing i wan to do...his so difficult loh...n waste so much of time to do those stuffs...i dun wan to work ot de...tat day 7.10pm then leave office,just becoz need to do my report....my report i alr took so long le,plus his how can? whaaha... of coz can..now mostly the thing need 1 button nia..ha...

2005-04-19T22:28:00.000-07:00

hi hi...haha....had been busy these few weeks...wat had i been doing? of coz work loh..hahah..had quite afew workload le...all due by the next day one..haiz...hmmm hmmm.. last fri on leave..went sis graduation ceremony..ha...quite fun loh..then mummy very funny loh,kept saying "stories" while sitting for the ceremony to start...ha....took picz,tea break,took picz,then went ah ma hse liao...ha,long time no go...hmm,the day before chatted with pe..wat he says abt studies really hurt ppl loh...but he doesnt noe...in the end he did noe as i told him...hahaa....some times think he can understand me more...then ytd lunch time,i was alone...as ql went lunch with her dept...then just went bugis to buy bubble tea loh...reached bugis,i just stepped inside,it rains...kaoz....i cannt go back to the office loh.no umbrella...then call one colleague ask where is she....ha,she at bugis too...but no umbrella also...meet her then wait for patrick to bring us the umbrella loh...by the time he reaches,the rain stop liao...whahaha....hmmm,just now brought laptop hme to do my work..work which is to be done in the office...but no time,and 6pm liao then i noe must submit today...so bo bian,request frm kalin to go hme to do...if stay office,i think i now still not hme ah...hahaha....i wan to go energy concert...!! they coming soon...yeah, this yr confirm wan go...see them so happy,then will forget abt all the stress and troubles if im having any...ha,kua zhang.... dun bother and forgotten those things happened to me last time le...thing now to do is to earn money...save a sum....then dunno liao..ha,be successful loh...other matters can wait...ya definitely can...hahaah....siao ,crazy liao.... hmmm, time to slp,sweet dreamz... (- -,)

2005-04-09T17:44:00.000-07:00

hey hey..heez...backz..im okay le..so okay le..heez...hmmm,wat happen to me over the past few weeks?these past few weeks same,go work..ql is back le..heez,bought goodies from taiwan,the biscuits so nice..but only eat a few as not enough...now,got ppl acc me go lunch le..heez...but still got meet sq loh..3 of us together..like lunch ka ki liao..wahhaha....so did not go with other colleagues loh..hmmm,im getting alittle bit not bored liao... not bored as in not my work,but is with the colleagues....ytd nite went ktv with them...till 3am...haha...damn slpy during 12+ loh..actually until 12am,but they extended the hrs....hmmm,patrick ah patrick..hahaha...u sing very nice leh...his voice very power..like li sheng jie,zheng zhong ji n sometimes jacky leh...win liao loh...ha....chee yong also gd....hmmmm,me ok loh.wahaah....overall,quite enjoyed ytd trip loh...just tat spent alot.... (-_-")..........

2005-03-31T20:32:00.000-08:00

ql overseas on tues...so i had lunch with sq loh..these 2 days go suntec or shaw to eat loh..without ql ard, weird weird de..also abit sianz..no one go hme with me..ha..hmmm,aft work always will go jp,buy dinner..soon bian go cards n such..ha...hmmm,tues,derrick gave me smth to do..quite diff..need him to explain n explain.. whahaha... then say step by step,finish le tell him..while doing patrick came over and take a look..ask how's it..hmmm..he my shi fu loh..ha..but i think i can understand more when derrick teach me..ha....then sometimes dunno who to ask..took 3 days,n today i finally finish it le..on my own..heez..so happy..they also say well done...yeah,hao you man zu gan oh...tmlo fri le,yeah,finally...ql back to office only on wed..haiz...
suddenly got the heart-ache feeling..soooo suan...i dunno why...y everytime give me this kind of news?? wish i dun have ur blog add...nv go n see watever things u wrote....i really dunno wat im thinking le...sometimes i dun care,but sometimes i care so much..why?i dun understand myself anymore...can anyone tell me?? ytd pe msged me..chatted...then got the thinking tat still he understands me more...maybe than any others...but wasn't the one i like anymore...haiz...dun wan to online le...to avoid my itchy hand go click on UR blog..any impt matters than i will be back..byezzzzzzzzzz...........

2005-03-27T00:17:00.000-08:00

super long entry this time...boring...boring..very boring..these few days go work..sianz,very tired n slpy..fell aslp during work.. ha,even have to msg frenz to ask them acc me tok..ha..coz first week so really nth to do..hmmm,wed manager bring me go meeting..at tai seng rd..wah,tat side office like more pretty leh..we took cab there loh,then in the cab she said alot of things to me..abt company or wat loh..y she bring me there leh? coz its the proj im going to do.. starting nxt week..(-_-") haha...haiz...then k la,told cousin manager told me can choose working time,she envy loh..haha... she 8.30am,i 9am...heez,gd hoh...but during work time din really tok to collegues..i find it very boring loh.. always hope lunch time faster reach,knock off time faster reach..then just at wed,aft leaving the meeting, went jp..ard 7plus liao..auntie jenny went hme le..go c N s,only see miao lin n candy..haha...go chat chat..then oh my god,she really likes to bring me n her bro together leh..kept saying our age gap very gd..erm zodiac also..ha.. (-_-"), then she say until like very happy like tat loh..tat nite got go her hse..play with clio they all..ha.. long time din go le..then mary also got go loh,bring her baby go too..heez.....tats all loh..12plus went hme..2am then slp.. coz msging .............. ,so nxt day very slpy at work..fri met wq,vincent n pd at wm for dinner...in the end only vin n pd eat..haha...me n wq stare at them....hmmm,thou quite short only 2hrs plus,but still feel nice to meet up loh..think quite long din go out le ma...the nxt dinner will be here soon?? ha...today went shopping with sis n cousin..meet 2pm,change to 2.30pm...then we late..cousin like very angry loh..haha...coz i n sis always late de...but i din buy anything today...actually wanted..but still i control...now no money cannot anyhow spend.. must go pay le then can spend...whahaha....then just see them buy loh... =( .....n now im back hme le...tired.... tmlo going c N s to work...ha,surprise surprise...take over candy loh.....tats all for this whole week....

2005-03-20T23:15:00.000-08:00

yo yo..sianz..ha..found a job le..at DHL..working as sales analyse..intro by cousin..wed went interview..so scary..interview so long..ask so many qns..aft tat manager ask a guy to explain to me wat he is doing nw,the proj he's doing on...then fri went work..so boring loh..nth to do..then the guy teaching me,teach awhile then do his work liao..kaoz..ask me to read the notes first..aft lunch,went back read the notes until knock off..wat the sai loh...soooo damn boring..n slpy..kept wanting to slp..then also tok to v few ppl only,sianz loh...time to knock off,cousin come my desk to wait for me..heee...now i think almost the whole office noe i n my cousin r cousins liao..news spread so fast loh..gossip gossip...monday will be a better day ma?? hmmm,ytd went ktv with sis n cousins.. fun loh..always the 4 of us together de..heez...then today,went out with candy n her kids,,,uncle tay come n fetch me..went je to skate..before tat went eat..long john..candy pay money..pai seh..then aft tat then i noe ah bee also got come..aft eating,went up to skate le loh..entrance fee,dunno how much per person,candy pay also...more pai seh liao..hmmm,i dunno how to skate..then go in like so damn scared loh..ha..then clio,dion all hold my hands.. i scared of clio loh..in the skating ring,hug me,nearly fell loh..kaoz...hahah...then actually dun wan to skate liao le, think sprained my leg..but rest awhile went in again...resting time,candy buy things to eat again...today the expenses all she pay for me...i really bu hao yi shi leh...hmmm,rest finish le,then go skate again loh..this time is candy hold me..haha...then uncle tay bring bell bell came liao...i went off earlier than them..as going buy clothes.. ha...overall,today fun loh..went out with them..clio very ke ai..a no la,they all la..bro n sis both helped me loh.. let kids hold me very cute hoh..ha...candy still ask me coming fri want to go ktv with them anot...ha..aft tat went jp meet sis loh..buy clothes to wear to work...spend abt $100?? coz the money i lend frm mummy one like all used up...kaoz...left $20 over only ba....sianz.....boring...

2005-03-12T15:23:00.000-08:00

ytd met ml go lucky chinatown first..went to find joseph..erm..ok loh..but dunno wat to tok to him..im shy? or he is not my type..ha,confrm not my type...then serene came..we went off le..went ktv..cha ren..erm,not bad this time round..hehe..got saw the waiter whom ml say look like jay..quite gd-looking..then she disturb disturb liao loh..tell him i wan to noe him..kaoz...anyhow say...aft ktv ard 7.30pm went eat..ate chicken noodle n dian xin.. a "pao"..then ml wan to go find joseph again..so went back to find them loh..ha..then wat leh..waited for them to knock off..also dunno for wat leh..then ml n joseph agrue agrue over going hme matter..kaoz..n anyhow ask william to acc serene take train hme,since they same area..serene dun have the thinking loh..haiz...hmm,in the end din take cab together with them..we take train..in train,suddenly i feel like vomitting..dunno y out of a sudden.. then cant take it le,went out of train at je..go to the toilet loh..vomit...kaoz...bo bian liao,cannot take train,coz journey need ard 25mins to reach hme...so ml say take cab..she pay..i tot in the cab i wont wan to feel vomitting, but i did feel..then reached hme run to the toilet loh...really dunno wats wrong...constantly for 6times...haiz.. ke lian..then jas say shld be food poisoning..in the end i din go see doc...now quite ok le...n frm this,can see tat thou ml sometimes very talkative,she also a caring fren la..care for me..frm the way she hold me..also thanks to joseph when ml told him abt this....of coz still got jas....heeee.....

haiz

2005-03-11T22:37:00.000-08:00

ytd slpt very late,at ard 3plus..erm..its my daily routine now ba..ha...then today early in the morning 9plus, auntie jenny called me..when she so early calls u,means tat smth is going to happen..haha..just as i predicted,she asked me to take over her today...she headache,cant go work..then bo bian loh,help her loh..then she say evening will come take over me de...but she din come..she say cannt very pain...haiz...then 8plus suddenly my tooth very pain.. kaoz,wanted to cry..cant tok cant go hme..have to dong till 10pm..haiz...went hme tat time walked pass pizza place..francis saw me then asked..tot u not working liao..ha,then i say wat happen loh..hmmm,think im more sociable le..can click with new ger just one day..kaifeng also..yvonne also..hehe...so happy..beginning to tok more...hehe...tats gd...sooooo tired......

surprise

2005-03-09T04:42:00.000-08:00

im back to work ytd at wm..with yvonne..ha..no one noes im back then at abt 1smth, miao lin pass by c n s, wanted to find candy..but saw me..shouted my name so loud..ha,say she very happy to see me..heez..i went to take over candy for afew hrs only..then she came i went off le..auntie jemmy also shock loh,when i called to ask her to help me sign in..hmm,first time work wif yvonne,thinks tat she very cheerful n friendly loh..the way she laughs very funny..whaha..kaoz,at wm really damn boring loh..v v little customers de..then just chat chat n wrap the cards loh..miao lin aft sch got come find us to chat la..acc me till aft work..aft work went jp to give auntie jenny the card bags..hee..waited for miaolin come loh..this ger dun wan to wear sch uni,wan to go hme change first..kaoz..waste my time..ha..then serene was still at c n s...we went eat loh when ml came..guess wat we eat? pizza at pizza place.. (- -,) ha...aa.before tat saw mary n her baby..cute loh..he grow up alittle le..ha.. kidnapped her baby n then went eat..first time sat dwn at pizza place to eat..erm,weird weird de..like u eating,they looking at u..haha..but ok la..aft tat mary came find us loh..her baby hungry liao,need drink milk..kaoz,when carrying him, he struggle n cry cry cry...really cant stand it..tats y i dun like baby..ha,but when he is quiet or slping, looks so cute man...going out with serene n miao lin this coming sat..ktv...first time go out with serene leh..ktv ktv..say ktv ah,i hope tat matter dun re-act again..if not i will really very frustrated de loh...hmm,go watch tv le..

disturbing day..

2005-03-07T15:32:00.000-08:00

my cats were back ytd!! hee,went pasir ris wif mummy to bring them back hme..reached hme jacky was very guai loh..unlike tat ah mao kept on mao-ing n mao-ing so loud..kaoz..then my disturbing day starts......i couldnt slp for the whole nite..so of ah mao..then 12plus my fren msged me..woke me up..later is candy..lastly my sis!! kaoz...n i finally woke up le..here i m using the pc..heee...lets see,on fri i went wild wild wet rite..quite fun loh, abit tired too..all the way to pasir ris..ha..aft tat went eating,then there got push carts,went over to see..erm,so nice...coz all r accessories..hee..but just bought a letter Q pendant..also a letter Z for sis..jas leh,her bracelet n ring la..ha...then went hme le..reached hme at 10plus..aft bathing watched vcd again..hee..kun da very cute..so cute man..ha,but still like shu wei more.wahaha...sat went jp with sis in the evening..walked past pizza place.. saw francis..got smile..but the feeling not the same,diff as when i was working at cns..now more qing qie..haha.. got saw daniel,din say hello,he's busy..but he said he got call me,but i din hear..ha..too noisy le jp..then then walked up n dwn up n dwn dunno hw many times..coz of sis's nerd nerd glasses..ha..no degree one,just for deco..ha,will she wear anot leh..heee,think today will stay at hme slack..

2005-03-07T00:24:00.000-08:00

at wild wild wet
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2005-03-07T00:22:00.000-08:00

me at jas hse
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a wonderful day!!

2005-03-04T01:10:00.000-08:00

hee...today woke up le met jas at jp 1.30pm..went out early esp to go cards n such to see auntie jenny...hehehe...so long din see her le..happy to see her loh..hehe..sat going again? aft tat went auntie helen place to wash face..whaha..then went jp to meet weiting to go je swim swim..hehe....such an enjoyable day loh..so long din swim le..fun day..now at jas hme blogging this post..will be spending overnite at her hse together with weiting..tmlo going wild wild wet..waha.. so happening this two days..going to enjoy myself first..yes,sat going pasir ris to bring my cats hme le..so happy..can see them liao..after 2weeks.....hmmm,think shld stop now le,go tok tok liao.. heee....

sad? happy?

2005-03-02T23:48:00.000-08:00

finished my work le..had done all my part of work before leaving..do i have any sadness? i also dunno..but i had the feeling tat they will call me back again..last day uncle was gd to me..tok alot..also treat me eat pizza plus bubble tea..hehe..thou he always treat.bt i feel differently this time..daniel bought bubble tea give me drink..ha..uncle oei him,he faster run away..uncle ask y only i have..cozzzz he owe me one..my treat for doing him so many favours..he is the 2nd one to buy bubble tea for me during work... first one is zhi hui...could still rmb..ya monday nite accidentally send wrong msg to him.. then started sms-ing..later tok on the phone..i can count loh,we dun tok thru the phone many times..tok so long,2 hrs plus..but some things u say thou maybe joking,had a huge impact to me..i think n think,if others will look at me this way too anot..am i useless? im so glad tat u r willing to call me...now i can only slag at hme or go out..do things tat i wan..haiz..........do i have any choice now??

2005-02-25T23:29:00.000-08:00

ytd went work..but stomach very pain so need to go hme early..auntie jenny bought chicken pie for me to eat..then share share soup..hehe..aft tat dunno y she say she gastric pain..also wan to go hme..then let candy nag or scold..say cannot..when uncle came, 2 something i went off le..they ask me go..sorry auntie u cannot go hme..but kind of sad..ytd was the last day working wif her le ba...haiz..but i din went hme aft work ytd..met mummy go bukit timah buy guinea pig food...then went jp walk..then sis came..then mummy went off first.. then me n sis walk walk...then go hme le..haha...today work loh..tired man..just nw auntie jenny called me to chat..hehe...surprise..i will go back n find u de..u treat me so gd..will rmb u always auntie..

2005-02-23T22:36:00.000-08:00

lets see...last thurs i went bugis to pray with jas n her mum..i qiu qian..for 2 things..ok loh the lots..ha..aft tat went sentosa to see flowers..haha..quite nice,took quite alot of pics thou..hehe..very tired tat day..late at nite 9 plus went back jp to meet wt to watch hide n seek..ha..not very scary,but not bad the show..the other days was working loh..hmmm,ytd went east coast..hehe.. cycle..b4 tat went ard to shop for swim suit..ha..reached east coast then i bought mine..jas bought 2..cycle cycle..so fun..watched the sunset?? no is the sky change colour..very nice..purple,blue then dark liao..ha..return the bike le,went eat..eat le,went beach..the seaside..ard 8something..walked along the water hand in hand let the waves splash..ha,so fun..run frm the water somemore..then went sit down at the where..looked at the sky n tok tok.. really can think alot at tat time..i had sort out some things too le..the sky so beautiful ..so many stars..the sea water had washed away all the troubles le.. thou tired but i had enjoyed my day wt n jas..hehe.. nxt week outing is....swimming ok..ha..haiz,actually tmlo off..then yvonne cannot work..then candy ask me work..i say cannot but auntie jenny ask me to go acc her..then she told candy say i can work..ask me to work..liaoz.. say she will be v bored with new gal...me ard better..haha...think think nvm la.. tmlo is the last day working with her le..she on leave on fri till tues...n my last day is 28 feb...now confirm le...she still ask me to call her when im free,n ask her out also..ha...so she bu de sia..me too...so tired...shall slp le...